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your average teenage girl -
loving every second that she drowns in decaydance & fueled by ramen.
sleepeatbreatheLIVE brendon urie, dan young/this providence & paramore.
less than a year of teenager-dom left - this is the height of it, right?
going through that time of your life where the things that matter the most range from your hair color & style to the boy who wraps his arm around you [or the one who you wish would].
had her heart broken a few times & it's still healing. [it's quite apparent, isn't it?]
student at georgia state university - with a love for BIOLOGY.
new place, new people. new relationships to build & new challenges to overcome. like a sequel series to a tv show - only we're hoping that for once, the sequel will be better than the original.

concerts fly me to euphoria - there are few places i have ever been that have filled me with the joy that concerts have
the thought - this person - this person 10 feet away from me - is the same person that writes the music i live by, the same person who possesses the voice and body that sits in the studio to record the sounds i play on repeat, the same person who stands in front of a camera to make the videos - that person is right here. right now. no where else in the world. if someone wanted to know where their favorite celebrity was at [insert date & time of concert], i can tell them - right in front of me, and no where else.

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this place is more of a confidante/diary/vent receiver than anything else - the things i post here [while i may wish would be read by some people] are not expected to be read by anyone - especially people who know me well. i know - it seems strange to be posting my private diary on the internet - a place that is anything but private - but it helps me to put it out there. when i type here, i feel like i'm talking to someone who helps me think things through & discover things i didn't realize i even knew.

maybe i'm also slightly fueled by the hope that the people i write these to will someday stumble across them & realize how much [or little] they mean to me.
should someone i know well come across this blog, they will have insight to my mind that few others do.


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fbrstreetteam:

Click HERE to download fun.’s new song ‘We Are Young (feat. Janelle Monae)’ off their upcoming full-length album due out early 2012.

Click HERE and log into the FBR Street Team Site. Click on the fun. logo to go to their page and then click on TOOLS. There you will find two new ‘We Are Young’ web banners and codes to post them.

Post banners on your own social pages, message boards and blogs, and other sites you can think of.

Tweet about the new song and include: #weareyoung & http://bit.ly/weareyoung when you do!

Send Facebook updates about the new song now available on iTunes.

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omnaidkal-deactivated20111013 asked: It's not that hard to find her! They're recording their album at the same studio where a bunch of well known pop rock albums have been made.

but i don’t wanna go alone! i’d go & be like HI!!! :D & wave excitedly & then, not really have anything to say & awkwardly leave :\

so i want a comrade to venture to the studio-land with me. but so few of my friends know who watic is :[ 

today, i was hanging out with my friend. i got mad & i left.

i never get mad & leave. i don’t know what got into me. 
i get mad & talk about things.

i guess, with him, i’m afraid to get mad because he might think i’m making a big deal out of nothing, so i’d rather just leave and keep the big deal to myself.
he knows i’m mad, but i’d rather just leave it at that & keep the thing-that’snot-really-a-big-deal-but-it’s-a-big-deal-to-me to myself. 

it was the stupidest thing ever, but it just made me realize something that was so much more important than whether or not i told him where his beanie was so he could wear it and we could go to starbucks. 

i don’t like his beanie. well. i don’t dislike his beanie. i just really like his hair & think it’s a horrible shame to cover it up. i should’ve told him where it was, because it his body, his fashion, his whatever. 
he knew that i really wanted to go out - anywhere - with him. because we never go anywhere. we just stay at his house.
during his hunt for the beanie, it occurred to me that, if he didn’t find his beanie, he would not go out. he would rather stay in & not do something that i so wanted just because i wouldn’t tell him where his hat was. 
at the same time, i wouldn’t let him wear his hat just to do something i want.

telling him where his hat was would be selfish of me, because i would just be doing it to be able to get the reward.
going without his hat would be selfless because he’d be doing something he didn’t want to give me something i want.

but that’s deeper than i wanted to go.

the thing that bothered me was.

he would rather not go out than go out without his hat.  

it’s not the hat itself. it’s that he would rather i go home than go out without his hat. 

so now i feel like crap & i realize that i don’t matter at all. as much as i like him, he doesn’t care if i’m there or not. 
so in efforts to keep myself from being totally crushed, i have to stop caring back. so i go home rather than tell him where his hat is.

i was wrong. i should’ve told him where the hat was and then we could’ve gone out and really, we both would’ve won because i’d get to go out and he’d have his hat.

it just hurt to realize, so i had to hurt myself in order to stop anyone else from doing it first.  

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dally asked: I would be obsessed with it too!
Thanks so much for the response!

no problem! i hope that, if you decide to get one, you love it as much as i love mine!

sittingonflowers asked: ooh thanks! :D yeahh i was actually gonna look it up on etsy haha, but thanks made my search much easier

no problem! when people first started responding to it, he didn’t have them posted on his etsy shop so i was linking everyone to his account so they could request it, but he’s got it up as an item now! :D

karimlood asked: oh my god, thank you.

xoxo. <3

no problem - i hope you enjoy it!
the maker/seller is really sweet & super-talented & the ring is beautiful quality :]

the-lonely-astronaut asked: I saw fueled by ramen.
And Brendon Urie.
You just won 500 awesome points. haha

i’m not going to lie - when i saw your url, the first thing i thought was “oh! his name is brenden. he spells it differently from brendon, but oh well. it’s still close.”

i live.eat.breathe fueled by ramen - specifcally brendon urie!
i would say panic! at the disco as a whole, but it’s really brendon. & ryan’s words, but .. :’[ we don’t talk about that anymore.

i still support them whole-heartedly though :] i’m on the fbr street teem & currently in the process of a panic mission :]

thankyou for your gracious gift of 500 whole awesome points.